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Cure for The Heartless
by ~rosegymnast
No Hope for The HopelessPersonally i'd rather be alone.  
away from everyone else AND myself.  
cause now my thoughts are betraying me.  my own body has turned against me..  my soul if just one shatter chandeler.  when i walk i can't feel like feet hittting the ground.  
when i run i feel like im in a daze.  
when i speak it's not what i want to scream.  when i breathe i feel no relaxation.  i'm always on the move. always on the run.  i cannot hide from my thoughts anymore.  
i can't keep the darkness away anymore.  my light has faded and i'm only trying my best to keep that one spark from going out.   No Hope for The Hopeless
by ~rosegymnast
To Whom You May Not HearTo Whom You May Not Hear,   
i can't say that you won't be missed because that would be a lie.  i can't say i haven't learned anything from what you've tried to teach me.  i can't say you haven't made a diffrence in my life  and i can't say that what you did was for nothing.  so as others go on their daily routines and as you're marble head memoir goes green, just know that i'm here missing the very thing you gave me.  i look at the movies and photos of our better days, and at the memories of how crazy we were together, and i realize,  memories don't replace the very being of you.  they can't laugh To Whom You May Not Hear
by ~rosegymnast
It used to be you :replay:yup.  there you go again.  doing the same stuff you did before. but i guess it's different now.  i mean, we're different. or were supposed to be...   
i thought you'd changed. or at least had cut down on the bad habits..  but i guess.  they never get old with you.  never disapear.  except it hurt. worse. more. alot.   
i shouldn't have gotten so close.  
i knew it was too good to be true.  i shouldn't have opened up cause now i have to try and close the doors again.  but i falter...   
maybe you have an explanation.  maybe you weren't thinking straight.. &nbs It used to be you :replay:
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save me. take me away.

Fri May 15, 2009, 4:44 AM
it's not like i want to leave..
but i want to leave..
go away..
see who comes looking..
see if he comes looking...

it was a good thing i got out of it before i was stuck forever. but he just never understood and i stand alone wondering what to do next..
i walk forward but my mind wanders back..

i can't stand the silence.. i can't stand the solitude..
i need happiness. i deserve what he refused to give me.
and yet i'm stuck wondering what if..
save me. take me away..
permanent sleep. permanent rest...
save me. take me away..
i want to just leave..
maybe i should. i cause too much drama anyways.
the summer is a perfect time to jsut go.
just not be here.

any suggestions where?

i wish he cared like i do.
i wish he listened like i do.
i wish he tried as hard as i did.

too much..
save me. take me away.
i ask of you, PLEASE.
i can't take it anymore..

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~Maryam-Hiwatari May 15, 2009, 5:58:43 AM
hiya
thanks for the fave!! ^_^

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I am a dangerous F A N G I R L... you have been warned... :D

Saranghae Changmin~~ :love:
Always keep the Faith TVXQ/DBSK!:heart:
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~muted-colours May 12, 2009, 6:21:58 PM
thanks for the fave! 8D

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....with a herring!
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~t-0-m-o Feb 16, 2009, 10:19:16 PM
thanks for the fave on the three R's.. xD

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"If you don't love yourself... then I'll just love you more to make up for it, if it's at all possible to love you more... that is."
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~synyster-steve Feb 6, 2009, 2:17:18 PM
thanks for the faves ^_^

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shut up you famf
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~SimplyMe1216 Jan 8, 2009, 10:23:42 AM
hey emmy how's it going?
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The Sadie Hawkins dance, in my khaki pants, there's nothing better. OH OH OH
The girls ask the guys, it's always a surprise, there's nothing better, baby do you like my sweater?
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~rosegymnast Jan 24, 2009, 8:49:15 PM
pretty good.. busy. and dead tired.. lol how about you?

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I told my friend he made things so difficult.
He said, ""Life's supposed to be difficult...You get more out of it when it is."
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~Mango921 Jan 4, 2009, 9:29:30 AM
Thanks for the fav, Emsy!

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
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~rosegymnast Jan 6, 2009, 4:35:48 PM
of course!
it was really good!

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I told my friend he made things so difficult.
He said, ""Life's supposed to be difficult...You get more out of it when it is."
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~Mango921 Jan 6, 2009, 4:37:59 PM
<3

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Asking "How was school?" is like asking "How was the drive-by shooting?". You don't care how it was, you're just glad you made it out alive.
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